Myself and I
Hi, my name is Denise. I like to juggle, hike, play my guitar, and write a bit when I get a chance. I have fun doing these things, and these are the thing I do. I also use Cannabis regularly as a medication for my intense anxiety issues I’ve had since childhood. I’ve found it an amazing alternative to regular prescription I was put on, plus it’s basically non-addictive, as it not only fixes my anxiety issues but it allows me to relax and enjoy life more so than anything I’ve tried before.
My anxiety stem from a tough childhood where a huge burden of responsibility was put on me by my parents, they basically had me raise myself. Due to this I could never afford nice clothes and the water would be cut off at our house a lot, so I was not always smelling the freshest. This was a huge detriment to me throughout school with my peers, so I was teased somewhat relentlessly. I moved out when I was 16 and dropped out of high school soon afterwards. Social anxiety is the technical term, I have a huge fear of people that I’ve alleviated to a certain extent now. Still, it lingers in the back of my mind but the Cannabis has really helped me get out there and learn that people aren’t so bad. I even like some of them!
I live with my son, David, and I’m a young single parent to him. I make time between work and my few hobbies to try to give him the best life I can afford to him as I love the little man with my whole heart. It was hard at first, but I think we’re doing good now. I want him to become a proactive individual capable of free thought, like I’ve recently discovered in myself I think. He knows I use Cannabis, and I’ve been sure to educate him on why I use it and what it actually does. I do not want to see him trying it young, he knows it’s an adult thing.
Besides this stuff I guess there’s not a lot to me. I work in a marketing office, we do a lot of social media and the like but my real job is to basically stare at spread sheets no one else wants to deal with. It’s OK, the pay is alright and it allows me to care of my son and the hours aren’t horrible. I don’t have much to complain about I guess, things are looking up. I started this blog in hopes to reach out to some people who might need some Cannabis in their lives, social anxiety was crippling for me and I would be happy to help anyone who might be interested in the benefits of Cannabis to them. Ever since beginning my use my life has improve tremendously just due to the fact that I can leave the house without having a panic attack.